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So, I am better, but stricken with an anger more fiery than any previous rage of battle. *huggles* if I had deserved this or had seen the breakup coming... Everything would have been much easier. Basically all I got from them is 'long distance doesn't work, in ending this before you leave' in a text message, and I found myself just thinking you have up before we even had the chance to try.))
I had my sad stage this morning, then it went numb. Now I'm just angry. Better than being sad, always. *graciously takes hug* I've got good friends, they've helped me through this. So I'm sure I'll be okay. <3))
I'm sure you'll be angry for some while now, but I'm happy you're not having a deep depression like I had. Oh, that's just the worst D: Having good friends around is always very helpful.
This morning was the sadness, and it'll probably come back. But I'm a very... Unforgiving person when my loyalty is broken. I don't get too sad, not after the initial heart break, I just got really angry over the unfairness of it all. It's his as unhealthy as depression, but it makes me productive rather than melting down, I've found.))
Of course, it's never easy to forgive when a person's loyalty is broken. And even though I always say it's important to forgive and move on, I must admit I still haven't forgiven my ex for cheating on me. You just don't forgive things like that. But yeah, I gotta agree, when choosing the best from the worst feelings, anger really is better than sadness, unless you go breaking all your furniture and stuff XD]]
I just wish it hadn't been so undeserved, unexpected and at least been done face to face.))